Life is made up of seasons. Just like the natural world, there are seasons of planting and harvest. But there’s also an in-between season, when the seed has been planted, but you do not see the fruit above the dirt yet. I like to call this season the expecting season. Some people call it the waiting season or the season of patience, but I happen to think that the word expectant has a better, brighter ring to it. To be expectant means “having or showing an excited feeling that something is about to happen, especially something pleasant and interesting.”
Read MoreIt is hard when you want something so desperately to give it over. It’s hard when you think it is God’s best for you and it seems like God is not letting you have it. But what is harder is to look back and realize you traded His “best” for your “good’ or your “okay.” What is hard is when you realize the whole time you were chasing something in this world, God was chasing you.
Read MoreThis week I turned twenty-five, and just like that, a decade past my metamorphic teenage years. I have been contemplating a lot lately, like what it felt like to be young and naïve at fifteen. I remember not being able to perceive much beyond “SELF.” I was preoccupied by daily anxieties: my physical appearance, my grades, and seeking a sense of belonging. I was still trying to understand true “calling.” My involvement and commitment to faith was compliant to what my parents wanted for me (I thank God that my parents consistently planted that seed with love). I just couldn’t comprehend the grander scheme of God, greater than “SELF.” God, who gave me purpose regardless of my achievements and self-righteousness.
Read More“How many frogs am I going to have to kiss in order to find my Prince Charming?” I exclaimed in a grace-lacking moment of self-pity to a good friend of mine. She just looked at me, laughed and smiled, and said, “Well maybe that’s the problem. You’re kissing frogs expecting them to turn into a prince when they’re just not ready to become a prince yet.”
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